I first ran across the word gestalt in my early 20’s reading an Ayn Rand book. I may have tripped over the term a couple of times since, not sure. The last time of note though was from the surgeon who performed my delicate ‘foot in mouth’ transplant (actually leg in mouth).
Pain can be a welcome feeling. It tells us when, and where, corrective action needs to happen. During the time I submitted to a couple of surgical operations, each involving trach holes and feeding tubes, it was important that I was able to describe the pain. The surgeon told me that I was unique among his patients in that I distinguish pain with gestalt. When I asked him what he meant, he said, that unlike most patients, I could explain in detail, the pain composition of an area of discomfort. Maybe that was his way of telling me I was making a mountain out of molehills.
Fast forward to last week. For the past 10 days, I’ve had a low, dull thud of sensitivity when eating cold or hot coming from, I thought, a tooth with an old cantilever crown. As a rule, cantilever crowns are not made anymore. Since I’ve got to be more careful than normal about what is done in my mouth, I contacted a dental clinic in Asia where I had been before, as well as the Maxillofacial specialist in NYC. Long and short, after several back & forth between the two specialists, it was determined from my description that a root canal was likely necessary and using the old crown was doubtful. The evening prior to my appointment with the local Endondonist, I realized I pegged the wrong tooth. I don’t think it was referred pain or radiating discomfort. I simply misdiagnosed the sensitivity’s origin. After a more professional analysis, my last minute realization was correct. I didn’t need a root canal and the cantilever bridge didn’t need to be messed with. After the appointment yesterday I felt relieved to come away with a composite surfacing over the sensitive area. Yet at the same time, I was nagged by a sense of gestalt-lessness. Could I, after a couple of months of meditation practice, be losing my sense of pain origin? Could I have lost gestalt? (note to serious reader: this is parched satire)
Having a gestalt view has its advantages, especially looking at units like a family, business, organization, or even a country. Groups (of people) act as living, breathing entities, with unique characteristics, distinct from the individuals who make them up. This perspective works similarly when looking inwardly, to our own bodies.
Hmm,…I’m feeling gestalt-less. I’d better get cracking and do something about that.
How is your gestalt?